Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Needa wk late recently.. Non stop reporting.. Damn!! Wanted to chat with bui today.. Sho called him after I ended wk at 9.. We end our call when I'm in train.. I called him again when I'm downstairs.. But he say y u keep calling.. Wat happen to u today.. (the tone ish rather bad) I feel Sho sad when I heard it.. But I'm too tired to argue.. I just wish he could talk to me.. Isn't dat how to started off?! M I changing or have he?? I still Rmb we used to chat till late.. Even chat till am.. But now I call him like 2 times which ish less than 20 mins each n I recd this kinda msg.. Haix.. I used to call him my energy bar.. Whenever I feel tired or down.. He will be there for me!! when I hear his voice or see him.. My energy will be recharge.. But now?! I just need more time.. 20 mins might be too short for my whole day energy drained.. I missed the old time.. Y man always change when they got Wat they wan?!
I gonna say he ish sweet to me at times.. Like Yest.. He prepared cheese hotdog bun for me as today's bf.. Knowing dat I like seaweed chicken.. Bought a packet n toast for me.. Bought gift for me for no reason.. Playing with me n bully me.. All these happy moment will not be forgotten..
After releasing my unhappiness.. Hopefully Tml will be better.. But I keep feeling veri sad when I think of bui going overseas for 38 days!! 1 week ish killing me le.. Now ish 38 days!!! How I Gibbs live w/o him for Sho long?!?!
